Debacle Of 8 Sector!

It is a story of my life way back in 2011-12, when I was new to the politics and poetry, trying to rhyme politics with poetry.At the same time I was trying to get a life through my pending engineering degree.For that purpose I had to clear my back paper of telecommunications fundamental in Jaipur.I board the train and went to Jaipur to write the exam and reached their in 3 am at night.I somehow reached pratapnagar and 'afford' a room in a hotel their. The owner was south Indian and kind to me so he gave me an a.c. room in low charge.

Next morning I went to the internet cafe and found the number of my friend on social media and called him to 8 Sector entrance. I took my bag and started walking to 8 sector then I saw my friend was coming and move ahead with him.At the main entrance of 8  sector I saw her coming in a green 💚 suit, which was matching to my green shoes. (earlier I saw her in Assam in a red ♥️ suit on the bridge of a railway station, which was matching to my red muffler)She was coming I knew she knew me but I was that sure that she will not recognise me even though she was looking for me.She had old styled key pad phone in her hand may be Nokia 1100.There was a tea colored car in the corner.Might be it was her.That was also the reason I hesitated to talk to her as you people know my financial condition.We crossed each other and she was turning right lift after I passed her with my friend .I was turning back to see her.Then we lost connection.That was the fate.I even missed the exam of telecommunications fundamental 5CS5, which I passed later in 2014.That was the debacle of 8 sector I lost the girl and I missed my paper.The sad part is the girl is still not recognising me.So sad!

The mental asylum debacle.

Why did she pretend to lie to me that she is not the one that I was looking for is still haunting me.I was coming from library in the mental asylum she was in front of me again with the old keypad phone.I noticed she was walking back and forth with placing foot consciously.I didn't like it.And then she might have sent her friend when I was discharged to be with her.That really hurted, you like someone from a long time and she say be with my friend, and then the medicine reaction, I don't know by whom instruction they gave wrong medicine as I was sane and fit person.If you believe I am sane...She have all the choices in her life.Dont choose me.But don't disrespect my love by leaving me calling me a mad person.I am sentimental and deep thinker ..but not mad.

Then, after a time again I was in Jaipur.I was in sindi camp road, I can't remember the exact location, I was in e rickshaw, and he she was in the opposite of the road, I can guess she had looked upon me twice or thrice, I was wearing carbon blue shirt and she was in sky blue top and jeans, and wearing red lipstick and make up.I saw her for a minute because of the halt of the traffic.She was as beautiful like always.I along with her memory moved forward, hoping to meet her and she would recognise me.

Then I saw her in a small town Khunti, first near my old school, I was riding my scooter and she was walking a little slow on the footpath.I was amazed to she her again, she was wearing yellow and was wearing black with white leaf print, I am saying so because after I was returning back on same road I saw municipality were burning leafs and removing them(laughter).Anyway I saw her again.She was riding scooter on the same road, I don't know if she was learning or pretending to do so, there was someone in her back seat.I saw her, she was wearing tea colored T-shirt and blue jeans.For a while I thought she was trying to hit me while riding, i was wearing sky blue shirt with broken white print(laughter).After a while a saw a girl near my home in the nearby turn, if she was her I don't know because I saw her in black suit with applying Hindu married ritual "Sindoor".I get confused if she was her or not, For a while  I thought she was other married girl, and sometimes I think she was the same girl, I insist to think she was another girl so because I don't want to loose her.